ifoundtheone

So let me get started about how hard it was to say goodbye standing at the entrance to chicago midway airport.. now how leaving one of the best weeks i have had in months ends sucks..... i miis callan already so much it sucks and its only goin to get worse bc shes still has a year n a half left.... sigh.... so now im in the airport n i have the dumbest ditsyest fucking soft ball team tryn to check there bags in.... now im a very patient person but when u hear im scared i dont know what to do 10,0000 times the earg to open there bag of equipment and steal a bat to knock them the fuck out passes through ur mind once or twice... grrrr fucking morons now my plans dealayed not 1 hr not 2 hr not 3 hrs but 3 hrs 40 mins... and that bed cool hop back on the subway n get back to kissing the love of my life and drinkin hot coco in the cold... buttttt noooooooooo we cant leave bc we might leave early so we have to wait to c what philly says... wtf its rain! not lighting not thunder snow fucking rain.... so im sitting here next to .. how i describe him... i watched that movie supersize me tried it an it works! not only do i weigh enough that i bought two plain ticks but i dont think my arms are long enough to wipe my ass since the year 2000 .... i know its mean but rotten dog shit rolled in dog shit in a t-shirt... bottom line... so now i wait... very sad not wanting to leave and cant go back n send another second with callan... so it sucks... alot.... alot like wow alot ... uber sad face .... emo kid getting struck by lighting not dieing then goes home listens to early dashboard hates his life even more and take the plug in toaster into the bath tub with him.... thats how much it sucks..... sigh

so i finally made it out to the windy city to be with the one i love again.... all i can say is i have never been so happy again holding her in my arms.. shes even more as beautiful then the day she left...1st day we had sushi and went food shoping to make dinner for her roomates... i got alittle sickish over night bc of the hot dry doorm room air.. bc my nose sucks... so thats the only downer so far...then day 2 came along ... went to breakfest... where i had 12 panks in a stack of 3 all mafia themed... very different and cool. then me n callan walked a mathron, or what seemed like one.. went to fabouls stores all around town... n just walked up n down the streets togeather getting lost.. was perfect... we where on the hunt to c if we could find some confey bed stuff to make her room a little more confey... no luck though...then came home naped n made dinner for the roomies... then cuddled in bed..... today i think we are going ice skating...then getting pictures done togeather then ... i dono but a great week so far and can only get better.....

Just glad to be here... and dreading going home...